Trucking can be like a bad marriage...

Getting rid of junk...



And it feels good...some stuff I'm trying to sell though...
Just dumped a bunch of old clothing into clothing depot...

Got more to get rid of too...
In Florida, once it turns hot, warm thick clothing becomes totally meaningless...I'll just buy more if I need to...bust must move on phycologically...and a lot of junk can accumilate micro mold particals, and agitate allergies...so just get rid of it...

And while out, some street dude rapper guy talked me into buying a $5.00 dvd from him...said him and his 'homies' were trying to rise up out the ghetto...
Sometimes I have a soft spot...and sometimes I plot...sometimes if you look out for people on the streets, it will or can be benificial down the road when and if you ever get in a jam and they remember you helped them...kinda like the fox/ lion Disney story...

Anyhow got more cleaning and chores to do...



If anyone ever wants to see a image of what I use to look like, just let me know...I still have some of the photos I use to post on here...

I'm past that phase now...but it's kind of what I'm remembered for on here...and I don't mind sharing...just ask...

 

Just sold guitar and amp for $80.00 bucks...

It does pay to advertise...



I'm selling this and a Marshall amp to go with it...

Sorta sad to let it go...I purchased it back when I had dreams of being a guitar star...

My dad, who's no longer here, has plenty of other electric guitars though...the real expensive kind...the kind professinal players use...so getting rid of this one isn't that much of a lost...it only has meaning to me...

I suppose if I had a kid, it would have meaning to them, but I don't...I'm single and alone...so the stuff I own has meaning to no one...except maybe my mother, if I were to pass away...

Anyways...gotta go meet this person to make this sale...later...

 

Ok, I'm back...sold guitar and amp for $80 bucks...

Dude was bald, and buying it for his son...I guess...at least that's what they told me...

He was driving a green convertable mustang...

Best of luck to him and his son...maybe his son will go on to become some famous guitar player...and if I have some part in that, I'll be happy...

Saved the guy a lot of money...

And then after that I purchased a womans items at a convient store who was hurting for cash or money...

I like helping out when I can...

Anyways..got some tasks to finish working on while the suns still out..

back soon...

 

I'm sorry guy...so sorry...

Sorry to go into Eddie mode tonight...

So so sorry...

But look...I called that company that didn't hire me, that lied to me, and told them to 'smile' (edited)....why not...?

Feel me?
Either you do or ya don't...not you...but everyone else...

 

Sometimes I like to go back one year, and read posts, to see what others or myself were doing on this day 1 year ago...for the fun of it, I'll see if I posted anything 1 year ago...

See if I've evolved any, made any progress, or regressed...

Now onto other thoughts...
For some reason, I don't feel bad about calling that company and telling them to tell their manager to 'be happy'...

I just don't...
I mean I don't need the job anymore...I applied there months ago...it just bugs me how to bit companies like that, or their personal, lie to you, or aren't up front, coy, whatever...

They waste your time, gas and money...

If they know from the get go that your not going to get the job, say cause your 'to ugly'...then why not just tell ya?

Instead of when you call up getting these types of responses...

'The manager will notify you when they make their decision'...
or

'When did you say you applied?...(and you were just in there that afternoon)

And it's even worse when it occurs at low teer type of jobs...

And you look at the people behind the desks, making these decisions, and your like 'wow'...how did they get that job?

Oh well...times are hard for people and I just don't appreciate low teer companies (it's not the company, it's those they employ) messing with peoples emotions, not being up front and honest, lying, ect ect..

I should drive back to that place and insist they give me my application back...why do they need it anymore?

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This CNN Corespondant just reminds me of typical management, who always evaluate you the wrong way...

 

3 day weekends make ya lazy, make ya not want to go back to work, especially if you've had a few...it just makes ya want to rebel and not show up to work ever...



Independently wealthy people have it so well off in this world...they don't ever have to do anything, except stay out of trouble...

 

These fireworks are scaring the heck out of me, they sound like tracer rounds coming in from a battle or something...



I just don't see how people can have so much fun hearing these loud things go off, at least not where I live...

I mean I heard someone get shot a few years ago...and am still haunted by that...

And now on the fourth...I have to hear all these loud explosions going off...



it's destroying my nerves...they sound like real bullets to me...

And I know for the next few weeks, all the youngsters in the neighborhood out of school, will be lighting left over fireworks off at all times during the night...

I just don't get it anymore...hearing these things go off all over the city really does remind me of war time...or future times in this nation when end time revolution takes place...I find it scary...

 

Totally wore out...just got in..it's hot, vehicle I drive has no a/c....it just totally drains you...

But I hussled today at work...and received a compliment from one of the stops I was at...

Everyone kept asking me for money today, complete total strangers...
I'm not a ATM machine..



But many people seemed to think I was today...including a co-worker...

It really turns me off, when a co-worker asks you for money, simply cause they can't manage their own...your both grown, earning the same amount, they go through their money quicker, and feel your obligated to lend them money till 'Friday'...

That really turns me off...as if you don't have needs, or obligations...

Dude wanted $6 bucks...my lunch money...I gave him $3...and they started moaning and pouting out load...a grown man...a male...in their 50's...and they're moaning and groaning cause I didn't give them $6...good gracious...

Then I got hit up for dough it seems everywhere else I stopped today, gas stations, mail rooms, by single people, by couples...again...I'm not a atm machine...



I know people need money, but so do I...and just cause they see you working, or getting out of a vehicle, they think your Donald Trump or Bill Gates...

And then I met a older Fraternity dude...who wants to take me to dinner...(say what?)...
They were aggressive, gave me their number, and got mine...and already called...

They're in one of those powerful Fraternal orders...I could care less...and I wonder what their true motive is...

Anyways...need to unwind...cool down from the heat...
Back soon...

(Oh, and for those of you who think I was exagerating about the fireworks last night...there was an actual shoot out at a fireworks display...and one person has died as a result...my intuition was correct...and I'm glad I stayed home...)

 

I've gotta take my writing up a notch...

I'm frustrated right now...

Everything is slow, people are slow...the world is overly technical, and it's hard to get anything done without money...

The combination of those three can make life frustrating...very...

It just seems everything is a money making scam...

From college, to blogs, to mechanics, to airline tickets, to cable tv...it just seems everythings a scam...

It's like the want of money just teaches people how to be evil and caniving...

All the major conflicts in the world deal with greed, money, the wanting of something of value...

Even the most basic of stuff, to get into today, cost money, a fee, a service charge...everyones always trying to take from you want you don't even have...

Money is evil...plain and simple, yet this world has turned it into a god, a must...



I must take my writing up a notch...I must...
There's things I want to express and share that I really can't on here, with such a limited audience and or mindset...

I must take it up a notch...life is to short not to...

I write to help others and myself, to bring clarity...plain and simple...

I never write to lead people astray, never...that's not my style...

I write to bring people clarity...

Anyways...I'm in a frustrated mood right now...

 

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