Trucking can be like a bad marriage...

To me...evil is nothing more than 'dishonesty'...it all starts there...

Dishonesty and disception....

Evil does exist...and it flows through the veins of people...which effects behavior...outlook and perception...

Evil does exists...and it speaks loudly...
I can't defeat it...I'm merely a victim of it, like many others...

 

Ok, back to some more cheerful stuff...



Pull up, have a seat and lets talk...the ugly, the lost and the weary...your always welcome with me, as long as your heart is right...

We can't help what cards we were dealt in life...



where or how we were born...nor should it matter...as long as our hearts are right...

The world is not fair...people aren't fair...outcomes aren't fair...
But try not to let all that effect 'thy heart'...make ya 'slanted'...

Yes, I know it's hard not to do...
Anger needs justification, and justification needs blame...

Again...it's hard not to do...
But please don't let it warp your heart...and I'll try not to let it warp mine...

Now how about a game of pinball...



.........

Come on, a quick game for old times sake...

 

You are odd to me...(R)...yes...you are odd...but I'm trying to learn your ways...just like your trying to learn my ways, and I'm sure I'm odd to you too...

Right now I'm in love with you....



cause you reward me well...very well...

You are helping to heal me...as a result...I'm loyal to you...I don't know how this happened...fate?...God?...both?...I don't know...

I just know I like you, cause your helping me to heal...restoring some dignity in what I do...thank you so much...

Not sure how long this 'marriage' will last...
Hopefully long enough to make a difference in my life...

Thanks for being patient, and extending grace...



Thanks for treating me fair...and not ripping me off, like so many others have in the past...
Thanks for making my labor worth while...

Even if I mess up, I will never forget.....how it felt, to be restored...

 

Goodnight...

Not much going on...just been in a self perspective mood tonight...(art)...

If you like sci-fi art...and or follow the whole Star Wars saga thing, particulerly the Jedi/Sith conflict...then you'll like this one...
Just got a bit creative...never know where it's going until I finish...

http://underworldrealities.webs.com/apps/photos/photo?photoid=133638271

The dark side always seems 'sexier'...at least in the movies...
Goodnight...and drive safe out there...

 

Well in keeping with tradition...Goodmorning...

(gets pie thrown in face)...



(wipes pie off face)...

Ok, what was that about?

Anyways...I should do something fun today...
Problem is, I've been living so frugal lately, that now that I do have a bit of change to spend...it still feels like I'm dead broke...

I'm not broke, but it feels that way...
Don't know if that's good or bad...
Or just survival...self preservation...caution...

I could actually use a nice new shiny widescreen lap top...



The hardest thing to do is pay off old or deliquent bills when you get paid...your like 'They can wait'

Paying off bills is like taking castor oil...




Oh well...thoughts feel 'stiff' right now...back in a bit...
And please, no more pies in the face...



OK...who keeps doing that...Oh this stain will be so hard to get out...

http://twitter.com/#!/ghostchildd

 

It's hot hot hot and humid...



the wet heat really wears you out, totally drains you...

Makes you just want to take a wet shower outside under the hose...sounds fun...



Also...can't wait to take some new photos of thy self...I love looking or appearing the way people don't think or don't want you to...do to selfishness...

'Oh, only I'm suppose to look 'beautiful' or 'dazzling'....how selfish...

With me though...it's just artful expression...but I suppose if I ever won a million dollars, and was totally financially independent...I'd might take it to another level...

It has nothing to do with orientation, and everything to do with self expression, and or rebellion...

I refuse to ever be what sinful others think I'm suppose to be...it doesn't make sense...it would be like one warped mind trying to define and or rate another warped mind...

None of us are 'calibrated' correctly to be able to properly rate another...
Only 'God' can do that...not us...
Only God can judge from a 'pure' platform...we can't...

We have no idea what others have been through, what they're over coming, and nor do we ever offer to help...

We conviently and selfishly stand back and watch them sink...while judging...gross...

gross gross gross...

Anyways..got more tasks to take complete...

 

I could never buy someones used computer...just couldn't...

To me it would be like wearing someone elses used shoe...



Oops...wrong kind of shoes...oh well, who cares, I already wear the scarlet letter on my head around here anyways...

But back to used computer...no way...you just don't know what your getting, what kind of viruses could be on it...people custimize computers left and right...

If I get a lap top, it has to be brand new...
If you buy a used computer, you don't know what's saved on that thing, deep in the hard drive...you buy someones used computer, and next thing you know FBI comes kicking down your door...

Nope...I need a brand new computer...with nothing on it...a fresh start...

 

I like these shoes too, sorta wish I could wear them...



Oh my gash, I'm such a sinner...how could I say that!!


Oh, I just want to cry...I'm so backwards...

But artisticly speaking...female shoes do have a heck of a lot more flare and design than do dull male shoes...

I miss my movies...I miss seeing other people in misery...eating ice-cream in the dark cabin, right before mysterious monster attacks...



Yes, I miss my horror movies I use to always watch on Friday and Saturday nights...soon I'll be able to again...

Well anyways...my latest and greatest sci-fi creation...

http://underworldrealities.webs.com...695-getting-digitally-creative-with-thy-self-

Look under your bed and you might find what your looking for...
Later...and goodnight...I think...

 

Good morning...

Ok, I thought we were done with the pie in the face thing...one sec, I need a napkin...

Ok...let's try this again...good morning!....

Ok...stop with the pie in the face...it's not funny no more...
gosh...where's a face rag...ok...one more time...

Good morning everyone.....


Ok...you asked for it...now your going to get it...



geesh...I just can't seem to win...
Back shortly...I need to regroup....

In the mean time you can read this if ya want...

http://underworldrealities.webs.com/apps/forums/topics/show/5549837-me-myself-and-i-?page=last

 

According to the bible, it became that way after the fall of man in the Garden of Eden...



Mankind has been lost and making up myths ever since...trying to find that path back to 'God'...or his 'grace'...

Some would even say the premise of the whole 'Eden' event is 'myth'...

But for the sake of what I'm trying to write about...there needs to be a starting point...and the garden of Eden is as good of a place to start as any, as far as I'm concerned...

I know there was a creation...



and that somewhere along the lines, something went wrong...the nature of man became 'warped'...even nature itself became 'warped'...I mean with viruses and all, germs, diseases, birth defects ect ect...something went afoul...

Whatever happened...we're all 'warped'...that's why there are rules...rules are designed to 'contain' that warpness...to limit the effects one induvisuals warpness may have on another....(even stupid dense cyber spies are 'warped')...(I hate being able to read minds and intentions...it makes the vast majority of people seem very stupid to me)...

Anyways...I find it's better, and more fun, to let people think your clueless, as they sit behind their desk feeling so clever....to me your a dunce...ye you...anyways...I'm getting sidetracked...now back to my main general audience...

For instance...there are rules against stealing, theft, rules against hurting others physically...assault and battery....rules against making up malicious lies against others...slander...and lying in court...perjury...so on and so on...

If man wasn't warped, we wouldn't need rules...

Some would seperate these rules into two different catagories...mans society rules, and Gods rules...

In other words, growing your grass to tall in your home association community, may break your HOA rule, but it's not a 'sin'...

OK...stop...

I'm getting way off course...
I really just wanted to say, the fact that now suddenly the media and everyone else is turning on Tim Tebow...


(warped man is now turning on Tim Tebow)

The Former Gator quarterback, now with Denver...
As perfect and nice and kind as this guy was, that fact that 'warped' man would suddenly turn on him...totally demonstrates my point...

Tim Tebow is as near perfect a citizen as you can be...he's done nothing wrong but show ambition to play football and serve his 'god'...he's hurt no one...yet, he stands before a 'warped' populace...who have now turned on him...do to their own natures, not his...

Trying to please man, or make sense to man...is like trying to please a dog with rabies...



it just can't be done...

Hey Tim Tebow...when you become a rebel like me...I will then be on your side...when your eyes open up to certain things...I'll be here for you...
Gotta cut this short...